Friday, March 25, 2011

7 Weeks is Not Very Long

In exactly 7 weeks I will be graduating with my bachelor's degree in Mass Communication from UNM. 7 weeks from today is actually the graduation ceremony, meaning in 6 weeks I'll be done with all my classes.

holy cow.

I've been trying to remember what my first semester of college was like. It feels like WAY more than just 4 years ago. Don't you worry, this is going to be a post looking back on how I've grown in the last 4 years and how people, relationships, and priorities change so much in just a few years, especially in those years (that post will come, I'm sure), but rather a moment of panic excitement that college is coming to an end in a few weeks. It has snuck up on me. Funny how that can happen.

Friday, March 11, 2011

September 2nd

I am officially getting married on September 2nd.

Holy moly!

The ceremony is going to be in the evening here (without the tables underneath the pavillion):

We haven't decided/found a reception site yet, but I'm just glad to have the date set and a ceremony venue booked... I'm kind of diggin' this whole wedding planning thing.

Also, I'm going to be a wife in a little less than 6 months... Whoa!!!

Saturday, March 5, 2011

The Whole Story

The easiest way to tell everyone about this (and to keep it as a story for myself forever) was to do a little blog about it.

On March 3rd, Daniel Medina asked me to spend the rest of my life with him, and let me tell ya when a catch like this guy comes along you definitely say yes. A loud, squeally YES. Especially when you know that the two of you were meant for each other. That it wasn't work from your own hand that kept you together, but that the Lord orchestrated this match and brought us to this point through ups and downs that always pointed us back to Him. Truly, you can't argue with that ;)

Anywho, onto the story itself!

Let me start by saying that poor Daniel had two alternative plans that fell through and were scheduled to happen a few weeks ago. A little discouraged, he jumped right back up and made this happen. I've gotta say I thought it was perfect.

My morning classes had been cancelled and I didn't have to work that day. We had planned on hanging out, as he also had the day off, and he showed up at my apartment with a boquet of tulips (my fav). Assuming these were "no-reason" flowers, as he's often prone to surprise me with, I didn't think anything else of it. A little later we went to Savoy for lunch, significant because this was where we had dinner on our first date but had not been back to since then. I started to suspect something was up, but we had a nice lunch and left without anything more happening. On our way back to my apartment, Daniel got an emergency phone call from a friend (that's right, a FAKE emergency call) and had to leave for a half hour or so. After dropping me off at my place he called me right as I got in the door and said he had left his credit card in my purse and needed me to run it out to him. I grabbed his card, opened the door and there he was, on one knee with a ring in his hand telling me there was something he had to ask me (are you dying, girls? let me tell ya, I was.). He asked me to spend the rest of my life with him, and I, of course, said yes.

***Hilarious side note: Because I was planning on running down the stairs (literally running) to give him his credit card, when I opened the door I screamed because he scared me to death. Not a quick, cute scream but a loud, "someone help me" scream. Probably not the reaction he had anticipated, but he didn't miss a beat.

I'm overwhelmed that someone as marvelous as Daniel would want to spend forever with me. Knowing that he doesn't see me as perfect, but loves me because of and despite my imperfections shows me that Jesus has given him a love for me that no one else would ever be able to muster up.

I cannot wait until September. :)

Thursday, March 3, 2011

I got one of these today...

and it's sitting on a pretty important finger, if you know what I mean.

I know that I'll put the whole story up here but for now I'm out of my mind excited and crazy  exhausted, so you'll just have to wait until then :)

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Consistently Inconsistent

One of my biggest pet-peeves about myself is my inconsistency. Specifically regarding my time spent with the Lord. I'm awful at it. Awful.
My heart in the matter is truly to spend time with the Lord, not to check something off my list, but to grow closer to Him daily. To know His Word. His character. His grace. Although, I do desire this I've been quick to let other things take over my priorities. None of them bad on their own, but as soon as they are consuming me I'm sunk. School. Work. Managing money. Relationships. Future things. Sleep.
I can't speak for anyone else, but when any one or combination of those things tops my priority list everything seems to fall apart. I get irritated much faster, compassion and understanding quickly get away from me. I can blame part of that on my emotional, spaghetti-girl brain, but most of it is my sinful heart so ready to place anything else before Jesus.

Solution? Well, I don't exactly have one. At least not one that's easy or fool proof, but applying some discipline to my day would certainly be a help to me. Blaming my lack of consistency with the Lord on anything but my own selfish priorities and laziness, would certainly be a lie. So my goal (which I will undoubtedly fall short at for a while, but will continue to go for it despite that fact), to spend time daily in the Word even if for a few minutes. To spend the times I've driving by myself without music and in prayer. To find some kind of accountability, with people seeking the same things and struggling with this same issue.